Friday, December 26, 2008

2008 Xmas featuring BLACKLISTED shop

Xmas this year is the worst of all Xmas I had...

Somthing happened.....

Anyway, Start with Breakfast.. Went to breakfast with Alvin, Eugene & Wee Shiong in this Food court in PJ Paramount.... The big breakfast I have ordered... was disaster!!! The food is Sux!!!

Afternoon went for BodyJam New Release at The Curve... Tired.... 

After Gym, went for lunch at Italianies.. super bad service and I dun get what I want. Sad
Italianies.... you are BLACKLISTED!!!

As I dun get dessert from Italianies, We went to this little cafe called California Cafe (by Royale Bintang) I ordered a Black Forest Cake, the cake was so so so dry.. Super yucky!!! The latte is also not nice!!
Carlifornia Cafe by Royale Bintang... you are BLACKLISTED!!!

The rest of the evening is fine. Bought a pair of Nike pants and dinner at Hakka restaurant then follow by movie....

Diary of The Dead .... Ryan Rating : So - so

Ryan

Thursday, November 27, 2008

2008 Xmas Wishlist Top 100

Haha.. really busy @ work lately.. but still manage to make some time to figure my Xmas wishlist this year. My previous pending blog will have to wait until I come back from Hokkaido lol...

My 2008 Xmas Wishlist Top 50:
Top 1 : Iphone - Already got 1 in 2010 Iphone 4
02 : Tag Heuer Watch (any kind as long as is genuine)
03 : Louis Vuitton Wallet
04 : Macbook White
05 : Ipod Touch 2nd Generation - I have got myself a Ipod Touch 16GB 1st Generation
06 : Ipod Nano 4th Generation - Not interested anymore
07 : 2 TB Hard Disk - I have got myself a 1TB Hard Disk
08 : 32" Full HD LCD TV - I have got myself a Sharp 37" Full HD LCD TV
09 : LG Air-Conditioner - Got Toshiba AC.. Not bad oso
10 : Water heater - Got 1 from my parent's shop
11 : DSLR Camera - BC got me a Sony DSLR in 2011
12 : Armani Suit
13 : Levi's 501 - Got 1... wahaha
14 : Emporio Armani City Glam - Finally found 2 bottle in warehouse sales
15 : Jean Paul Gaultier Classique Parfume - Got it for Sophie!
16 : Husky
17 : Play Station 3 - Got a Xbox 360 instead
18 : Play Station Portable
19 : Schnausser - Got Jack in Year 2010 & Sophie in Year 2011
20 : Tiffany & Co. necklace
21 : Platinum ring with diamond
22 : Holiday to Europe
23 : Channel Allure Homme - Got Channel Allure Homme Sport
24 :
25 : Nice Clothes
26 : A new Condo
27 : Honda City - Got myself my Bianco.. Toyota Vios Instead..
28 : BMW M3 convertible
29 : Fujitsu laptop - Done!!!
30 : Clothes Dryer
31 : Dishwasher
32 : Maid
33 : Accessories for my Bianco
34 : Holiday to Japan AGAIN!!!
35 : Japanese style bedframe - Got another type of bedframe now..
36 : Ikea Klippan Sofa - Got.. IT
37 :
38 :


KEEP DREAMING, SOME ARE COMING TRUE even is I bought them myself...

Monday, November 17, 2008

November 2008 week 3 - Singapore

Well. went to Singapore to shop and hang out with Gor , Danny and Jason!!! Super super fun weekend.. I am very much looking forward to hang out with you guys soon!!!! 

Decoration is marvelous.. Photo posted on facebook!!! Check it out!!!

Ryan

November Week 2 - Cameron

I dun believe I start getting so busy now... I cant even do my 1 day 1 blog.... well I went to cameron for the weekend.. . The weather isnt very good in Cameron. Rain rain all day.. sad... anyway I bought quite a few plants in cameron... Nothing special to drop down.... 

Ryan

Thursday, November 06, 2008

白羊终极分析 - 性格超像我 - 要了解我的请读

“白羊吗?太恐怖了!他们脾气大、暴力、瞧不起人,还是躲远些、小心为妙!”      
如果你这末认为,那你可能就会失去一个肯为你付出生命的人。受火星的灼烧,
白羊决不是人们想象中的那种冷血狂魔!      

白羊的内心世界有两个:恨的世界与爱的世界。白羊的外显世界与内心世界是同步的,只不过由于他的“恨”意更昭显,以至于掩盖了他爱的那一面。   
  
白羊很善良,心中总是想着别人,很多时候愿意委屈自己而成全别人,但由于白羊不能掩饰自己的情感,凡事争锋,有什末不满就会立刻表露出来,于是不能将美事做尽,落个彻底的好人,反而最后还招来一鼻子灰!比如,白羊想看爱情连续剧,你想看科教片,于是你们就开始为了看什末而打假。如果你硬看科教片,则白羊会大吵大骂,最后“砰”的把电视给关上!白羊心里想,电视又不是你一个人的,凭什末只许你看不许我看?!你不让我看,你也别想看!但如果白羊占了上风,看上了爱情连续剧,而你默默的走开,则白羊一会儿又会觉得过意不去,心疼你,怕你不高兴,于是让你看。一句话,白羊是重形式不重实质,极度不能容忍别人挑战他的权威。
     
其实,白羊是那种死要面子活受罪的人。面子,比白羊的生命还重要!白羊最不能容忍的就是别人贬低他、瞧不起他!谁要是对白羊吼几嗓子,白羊能吼谁24个小时。比如,上司若是责备白羊不当,则白羊就会气势汹汹的反责备上司,而且责备的更欢。上司责备他一句,他能责备上司10句!!当上司解雇了这个不肖员工以后,白羊不但不伤心,反而还有种壮烈感:“虽然丢了工作,但是丢得值!我当着那末多人的面骂了上司一顿,真是露脸!恩,同事们现在一定还在议论我的英雄事迹……”白羊边重新找工作边想,想着想着,自己便不禁暗笑起来,接着便是昂首阔步,得意洋洋,觉得自己真是了不起、不可一世!      

白羊爱面子,都爱到了成癖的地步。白羊希望别人喜欢他、爱戴他、吹捧他,最好能对他前呼后拥、关怀备至。白羊男们总是感慨自己为何没能当上总统,白羊女们则从来都认为自己是总统夫人的料儿,只是不小心找错了男朋友!白羊总觉得自己是个天才,只是因为怀才不遇才沦落到今天这种无名小卒的地步。比如,白羊认为自己天生就是个艺术家,只是张艺谋导演没发现他。若是张导发现他,他一定比巩丽要出色的多!由于白羊喜欢那种高高在上的感觉,所以,只要你平素多吹捧着他、赞美着他,则他便会“累死不知死”的对你,你喜欢他怎样他就会怎样。      

白羊很温柔,只要你没惹着他,你可以随便与他嬉戏。但如果你要是有什末一不小心的举动触犯了他,则最好赶快给自己准备个棺材。比如,白羊与你打情骂俏,很开心的气氛,双方都乐在其中。忽然,你一不小心,出手重了些,打痛了白羊,则白羊就会立刻瞪大眼睛、提高嗓门,把你骂个狗血喷头,甚至再狠狠的还你两个更重的巴掌。此时,欢乐的气氛一下陷入了僵局,弄得你心里别扭至极。但白羊却认为,闹归闹,你也总得有个限度吧,出手没轻没重,真是讨厌,我的漂亮的手都被你打红了!想着想着,白羊会更生气,弄不好再轰炸你一次~~~不过,过了10分钟,白羊又开始和你有说有笑,好象什末事情也没发生过。白羊凡事都来得快,去得也快,一般不记仇。      

你也许会说:“白羊不记仇?怎末可能!他们总是抓住别人的错误不放!”但是,白羊确实不记仇,他们抓住别人的错误不放,实际上是为了时刻提醒对方,不要再犯同样的错误!比如,白羊的爱人有外遇,但经过一番周折,两个人又和好了。那末,在以后的生活中,白羊会时常责骂爱人当初是怎末的抛弃自己、自己是多末多末的不幸、自己的心灵受到了多大多大的创伤!白羊之所以会这末做,主要有两个原因:一方面,每当白羊想起这些,就会十分的激火、生气,于是非骂爱人一顿不可,以解心头之恨;另一方面,白羊这末做是要时刻提醒爱人,以后不能再有外遇了,变相给爱人敲警钟!      

白羊是那种把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦之上的人,因为白羊爱满处宣扬别人的溴事。比如,他会在大庭广众之下,说你们小时候一起玩耍时你不小心尿了裤子,更或者,他会对你的心上人说你有爱挖鼻孔的习惯(偶服了白羊了~~~)。但是,白羊并不觉得说这些有什末不可以,因为在白羊心里,这些都是那末的美好,是童年的回忆、是人生百态的小花絮。他们说你的溴事,仅仅是因为他们觉得好玩,觉得很甜美,能给人带来乐趣,把别人的目光都集中到自己身上来,让别人认为自己是开心果!白羊完全没有挖苦你、拆你爱情道路的意思,只是结果往往……      

白羊天生气质非凡,人中龙凤。白羊的人生宗旨是“活出自己”。由于白羊天性中有桀骜的一面,于是在与人相处的时候,就不自觉的流露出一种傲慢的气息。由于白羊的这种不自觉的摆谱儿,以至于不了解白羊的人都躲着白羊,因为他们觉得白羊看不起人。但如果有个机会接触了白羊,则人们又会认为白羊是那末的好接近、那末的好心肠。白羊自己觉不出自己的傲慢,心中只是暗暗纳闷:为什末别人总躲着我,我是多末的平易近人、和蔼可亲啊!!!      

白羊多没主见,耳朵根儿软,自己做好坏分析的能力很差。白羊极富正义感,喜欢让不公正的事情昭雪。但是,由于白羊的没主见,使得白羊的正义感带有一厢情愿的色彩。比如,白羊认为从一而终是种正义,于是,任何发生婚外情的人都会受到白羊的谴责与蔑视。白羊认为,我一生下来,父母、老师就告诉我要从一而终,难道我坚持从一而终还会有错误吗?!白羊不明白,任何的一桩善也是一桩恶,正义与否远非能用是否从一而终而简单定论。这也可从一个侧面反映出白羊是个简单的人,任何复杂的事情到白羊手中都会变得简单、易行(人生能有这种魄力也实在是一件美事)。      

由于白羊没主见,所以白羊本能的喜欢和能安慰自己的人在一起。白羊心里存不住东西,遇到什末事情都要对别人说,因为白羊认为,别人能缓解他心中的不愉快,能帮他解脱痛苦。白羊非常需要外界的支持,否则,白羊就会感到非常的无助、焦虑。比如,白羊在公共汽车上遇到了流氓摸他,则他在公交车上就能大吵大骂起来。之后,上至曾祖父母,下至玄孙子女,旁至堂表众亲戚,外至朋友邻里,他都能将此事一五一十的向他们每一个人叙述一遍。叙述完后,别人一定要响应他、安慰他几句,否则他又会向你叙述一遍,没完没了的唠叨此事。      

白羊对待感情亦是反应神速。若你向白羊示意爱慕之情,则白羊若喜欢你,第二天你们便成了情侣;若白羊不喜欢你,就会躲你远远的。你若穷追不舍,他还会一点面子不留的直指责你:“躲我远点,我不喜欢你!否则我打你!”(汗~~~)在白羊心中,喜欢就是喜欢,讨厌就是讨厌,没那末多的的暧昧不清。      

白羊喜欢那种有惊世骇俗之举的人,因为白羊觉得只有这种人才配得上自己。比如,你们约会,到了吃饭的时间,你最好带白羊去钓鱼台吃,就算你的钱只够在钓鱼台喝瓶矿泉水,白羊也会因你的这个壮举而爱死你;你若带白羊去吃街头的麻辣烫,那末你就做好被白羊蹬了的准备吧!      

白羊的性欲很旺盛,但由于他们很顾及自己的面子,所以总是光想不练。换句话说,就是白羊的意淫很严重。比如,在公共汽车上,身边坐着一个漂亮MM或GG,于是,白羊就开始对其产生了无尽的有关性的想象……由于白羊的行动力超强,所以做起爱来也是超神速。

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Dunno if the translation is right...

“white sheep? Too terrorist! They hot-tempered, the violence, despise the human, hides far, to be careful wonderfully to!”      
If your this end believed that then you will lose one to be willing possibly the human who will pay the life for you. Mars' ignition, Bai Yang is in no way the people imagines that kind of cold blood crazy evil spirit!      

Bai Yang the inner world has two: Hates the world with the world which loves. Bai Yang the apparent world and the inner world are the synchronization, but because he “hates” Italy more illustrious obviously, has covered one side that which he loves.   
  
Bai Yang is very good, in the heart is always thinking others, every so often is willing to put itself to help others, but because Bai Yang cannot conceal her emotion, everything fights, has assorted end discontented immediately reveals that therefore cannot do the fine deeds, will fall a thorough good person, instead finally also will draw on rebuffs! For instance, Bai Yang wants to watch love serial TV opera, you want to watch the popular science film, therefore you start to look that assorted end attacks the sellers of fake and low-quality goods. If you watch the popular science film hardly, then Bai Yang greatly will be noisy obloquied, finally “sound of something being struck or falling to the ground” for will close the television! Bai Yang at heart thought that the television is not you, depending on assorted end permits you to look that only cannot I look?! You do not let me look that do not want to look! But if the white sheep were in the upper hand, has had a liking for love serial TV opera, but your getting out of the way silently, then white sheep a while will think feels sorry, will love dearly you, feared that you will not be happy, will therefore let you look. To summary, Bai Yang is the heavy form not heavy essence, extreme cannot tolerate others to challenge him the authority.
     
Actually, Bai Yang is the human who that kind wants to save face at all costs suffers hardship exactly. The face, is also more important than the white sheep's life! Bai Yangzui cannot tolerate is others disparages him, to despise him! If who the dialog sheep does roar several throats, whose Bai Yangneng does roar for 24 hours. For instance, boss, if blames the white sheep to be improper, then Bai Yangjiu will threaten counter-blame boss, will blame happier. The boss blames his one, he can blame boss 10!! After the boss has dismissed this unfilial staff, not only Bai Yang is not sad, instead also has plants the heroical feeling: “although has lost the work, but loses the value! Then I worked as the multi-person's surface to scold the boss, really beamed with joy! Graciousness, colleagues present certainly also in discussed that my heroic exploits ......” Bai Yangbian looks for side the work to think, to think, he is then unable to restrain to laugh in one's heart, then is strides bravely forward, complacent, thought that oneself is really great, is insufferably arrogant!      

Bai Yang is concerned about face-saving, loved the takeing a ply situation. Bai Yang hoped that others like him, loving him, flattering him, should better be able to be accompanied by a retinue to him, to care. Why Bai does Yang male always sigh with emotion itself not to be able to work as president, Bai Yang the females always thought that he is president madame's material, was only is not careful has found fault the boyfriend! Bai Yangzong thought that he is a talent, is only because has unrecognized talent only then reduces to today this kind of peon's situation. For instance, Bai Yang thought that he inborn is an artist, is only Director Zhang Yimou has not discovered him. If Zhang Dao discovers him, he wants splendid many certainly compared to secure Li! Because Bai Yang likes the feeling which that kind keeps aloof, therefore, so long as you usually flattered him, to praise him, then his then meeting “dies of exhaustion did not know dies” to you, how you likes his him being able to be what kind.      

Bai Yang is very gentle, so long as you have not been annoying him, you may play casually with him. But if you if had the assorted end action incautiously to offend him, then best quickly gave itself to prepare a coffin. For instance, Bai Yang flirts with one another with you, very happy atmosphere, both sides happy in which. Suddenly, you incautiously, left have had a heavy touch, hit the painful white sheep, then Bai Yangjiu stares the big eye, to raise the voice immediately, scolded a stream of abuse you, even also you two heavier palms of the hand maliciously. This time, as soon as the happy atmosphere undercut into the deadlock, made you at heart irritably to extremely. But Bai Yangque believed that turns over to noisily noisily, you must have a limit, gets rid tactless, is really repugnant, my attractive hand is hit by you are red! Thinks that Bai Yang will be angry, does not do well bombs your ~~~ again, crossed 10 minutes, Bai Yangyou started with you to be merry, the probably assorted end matter has not occurred. White sheep everything comes quickly, also goes quickly, generally does not bear a grudge.      

You will perhaps say: “Bai Yang does not bear a grudge? End to be how possible! They always hold others' mistake not to put!”But, Bai Yang does not bear a grudge truly, they hold others' mistake not to put, in fact is for the time reminder opposite party, do not make the similar mistake again! For instance, Bai Yang the spouse has the extramarital affair, but passes through the troubles, two people became reconciled. Then, in the later life, Bai Yang will scold how the spouse initially was end gets rid of itself, will often be many end many end misfortunes, own mind has received many mostly big wounds! The reason that Bai Yang meets this end to do, mainly has two reasons: At the same time, Bai Yang whenever thinks about these, the violent fire, the vitality very, will therefore must scold the spouse not to be possible, hate of by the solution heart; On the other hand, Bai Yangzhei at the end of does wants the time reminder spouse, later could not have the extramarital affair again, sounded the alarm in disguised form to the spouse!      

Bai Yang is that kind her joyful construction in above others' pain person, because Bai Yang likes Man Chu publicizing others' bromine matter. For instance, he under the big crowd of people, will say you played together in childhood when you were not careful have urinated the pants, or, he to your one's beloved will say that you had the love to dig nostril's custom (occasionally to take Bai Yang ~~~). But, Bai Yangbing did not think that said these have assorted end may not, because in white sheep

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Monday, November 03, 2008

02 Nov 2008 - Busy Day

Today is another of my busy day moving my furniture around..

=== busy busy busy ===

well... All least all is done..

!@#$%^& will attach photo next time !@#$%^&

Yea.. need to mention this.. Cooked noodle for dinner.. (Daniel's noodle).. After the noodle is cooked... realised that.. that packet of noodle has expired since... EARLY 2007... **so angry*.. Why do ppl keep expired food in kitchen?????

Then off to dinner around my house..

Then try to go to bed but... couldnt sleep.. anyway at last...

=== Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ===

Ryan - 02 Nov 2008

Saturday, November 01, 2008

01 Nov 2008 - Unfortunate Day

Today is a unfortunate day for me..

As today is saturday, I wake up at around 1000hrs. The watch a movie on9 and get ready to go out for karaoke at TBS Neway @ 1200hrs. Wait for Han. at Chow Kit Monorail station to go sing k together..

After Sing k, We loiter around low yat plaza when I saw Eas. and Lex.. Then sungai wang a while then bought some groceries and go home...

At home, I start to do some DIY on fixing my mirror and a glass shelf in my bathroom.. when i drill a hole for a hose holder.. THIS IS THE UNFORTUNATE EVENT.. I broke a pipe in the wall.. The water spurting out of the wall.. then I chiseled the mosaic.. that is when I cut my finger and toes.. sad sad.. After that I let it dry and put some putty to fill the hole.. Hope that this will work.. Anyway, the end is the water still coming out of the wall just less..

Then, I move around my furniture around my house.. and clean up my house..

=== Sleep ====

Good Night..

Ryan - 01 Nov 2008

Friday, October 31, 2008

31 Oct 2008 - Warm

Today nothing much happen..

really nothing much..

== Work ==

went to sungai wang to buy envelope and help M. Ling ta bao Starbuck..
=.= Starbuck is for Kitt..

==Work==

After work go to gym.. then dinner with Ben at Pavilion Crystal Jade... expensive meals... haiz...
then saw Jamson and "kacau" him in his working place.. Then got myself a "not so nice" ice-cream at Pavilion.. Then walk to hang tuah star lrt station..

back home sleep..

30 Oct 2008

Thursday, October 30, 2008

30 Oct 2008 - Cloudy but HOT

Today is fine.. everything is fine...

== chat a bit in the morning ==

Go to work and reach office @ 0905hrs. Called SWATCH and make appointment @ 1630hrs.

== work work work ==

M. Ling **my colleague* asked me a psycologic question

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In a funeral of 2 sisters' father. The younger sister saw a cute guy who she like.
What do you think the younger sister will do in order to see that guy again?
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I gave her a logic answer then she say I am a psyco... Who wanna give it a try?

Went out lunch with Andrew and his colleague and the colleague's cousin in Q-Thai which we miss yesterday.. but no free meal as we did not look for that lady.. I had the Thai style kuey teow which is very nice ** The portion is big* and had a thai cendol..

== Back to work ==

A decent guy come for Japanese customer service department interview today...

I sneaked to SWATCH at 1630hrs, when i reach there.. I saw a colleague of Aries and I am suprised that they have not have the watches ready for me yet... =angry=
After 20 minutes, the lady walk out with a few watch which only 01 watch catch my eyes.. But.. There are scratches on the watch and the watch look very old.. **Dare SWATCH show me this kind of stock... all rejected stock, I gonna complain if this happen again tomorrow*

== Sneak back to work ==

Waiting for Boss to finish their 2 1/2 hrs interview with the decent guy... so that I can do my daily briefing with my boss..
It's 1745hrs.. finally they are done.. then my boss take a short break ** Seems like she in a good mood today * Then Deb. Went in to talk to her first after that Cath... (Come on.. quicker.. i wanna leave office... )
It's 1835hrs.. finally is my turn.. my briefing is short and quick.. then I left office with Ms. M. Ling and go to Low Yat.. We Dine in U-Village before go to Low Yat..

2105hrs, I start my journey home. After got home, nothing to do sienz sienz sienz

== Today almost no chat lol , someone dun feel like chatting ==

Went to bed by 0130hrs (I need to go to bed early next time).. Yea.. asked Fye to cut my hair.. but he is outstationed.. Hope he could give me a Japanese look hair and new bright colour

Target before 02 Dec:
1. Loss 5kgs
2. Go to gym at least 05 days a week x 02hrs a day
3. Save up MYR2K at least for Hokkaido expenses
4. Spend less than MYR15 a day for meals n Transport
5. Have a perfect skin before my trip

Prince Ryan

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

29 Oct 2008 - Hot Day

Should I consider today as a good day or bad day?

== Chat early in the morning a while ==

Early in the morning the monorail stop at titiwangsa station for more than 01hr and I am sitting inside the monorail for more than 01hr.. is sux.. my butt was so painful...

I reached office by 10:10hrs which is very late... luckily I txt-ed my supervisor and my boss... wahaha... that is insurance... Well, still have bad feeling going to work cos been shot by Lady boss yesterday. Feeling depress at work. That is not good….

==start working==

Well, I did some bad thing today.. I was wondering if my SWATCH watch is still under warranty as I have bought it in October 2007, around 11:13hrs.. I sneaked out to SWATCH group customer service center 22nd floor wisma goldhill which is situated opposite my office to send in my watch for warranty. I am so lucky cos they are providing a 02 years warranty for SWATCH watches... when I sneak back to my office.. a colleague saw me... hopefully she will not back stab me... wahaha.. after a while, the lady from SWATCH called telling me that the watch is fix.. as it is only battery problem.. and I told her I will go to collect after lunch.

==continue working and facebook-ing==

Well, interesting thing happen at lunch.. I went to lunch with Andrew.. I sort of feel like having lunch in Q-Thai which is situated at Komplek Antarabangsa.. Unfortunately.. their kitchen are going to close for function as we were walking in.. However.. a lady (maybe is the restaurant's manager) offer free meals tomorrow as they are not able to serve us.. wahaha...

==continue with work==

Well, I sneaked out again at 15:12hrs to SWATCH... Now they are telling me that the watch have some mechanical problem and can't be fixed.. This is the second time... June 2008 I send my watch back and they replace a same one for me.. but now.. they dun have any stock for this model.. so they will replace me a different model 1. I waited there for almost 30 minute until the lady show me two ugly watch... 1. old and used... 2. very old ugly model.... Then I fcku it.. I told them that I gonna come again tomorrow and expect to see other option..

== continue to work==

Anyway, after work I left office at 17:34hrs... I went to clark hatch which is in Crowne Plaza Mutiara Hotel 4th floor... The pool is nice.. but the rest is sux.. and the pricing is even worse...

I go to meet with my ex-colleague afterward for dinner in Pavilion food court and she brought a fren who from the same direct sales company from my mum's ginseng business and going to the same Hokkaido trip as I am 02Dec2008 06Days 04Nights .. Flying with MAS and JAL..


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02Dec KUL/NRT MH88 2335/0715
03Dec NRT/SPK JL523 1200/1330
07Dec SPK/NRT JL500 0750/0925
07Dec NRT/KUL MH71 1330/2005
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This is my flight schedule.. wahaha..



After that home alone.. watch drama.. bored.. cos got ppl bz.. so cannot chat....

Good Night

29 Oct 2008

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Blog

I think is time for me to start blogging everyday... I have been thinking today.. Some memories actually fade sometime... So.. 2 way I can keep the memories..

1. Diary
(Dear Diary,
Today I bla bla bla.....)

2. Keep them in blog.. with photo...

of course I will keep my memories in colours...

Hope I will keep it up from now on

Prince Ryan

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Feeling

For the past month.. everyday when i wake up..txt you when i awake.. walk happily to work as.. I look forward for every hour to pass by.. waiting to ur txt to come in to my mobile.. waiting to hear your voice.. looking forward you to have lunch with me.. looking forward to finish work.. looking forward to go to gym with u.. dinner with u.. window shopping with u.. walk with u to train station then call you on the other side of the platform. until the train come.. txt you when on the train.. txt you when reach home.. txt u b4 going to bed..

I did not eat any honey to talk sweet.. but all are real feeling..

Now, I wake up thinking of you.. txt you when i wake up.. going to work without hope... heart is very heavy.. working hour seems longer as there in no hope.. I felt so lost and no direction..

I hv no direction i am lost. what should I do with my phone, lunch, dinner, work, free time?

Monday, August 18, 2008

17/08/2008 LOVE can changed so quickly


I am feeling very sad on this day!!

Thing can change so quickly.. Just a sentence can change everything

"Is there anything you want to say to me?"

from love to promised... all the love is before and all the promised is before...
on my weakest point i got supported.. but the support did not last long..
very short and memorable.. and now.. everything have to back to b4 12 July..
I wanna move out from my house now... I feel so lonely here!!!
I miss HIM! I hope that promised will we fullfilled..
Go to UK end of next year
watch the Olympic London 2012 live together
and other promises
I will wait.. And you are the only one who know... wat else..
anyhow.. I would just wait.. hopefully miracle will happen and Love comes again..
But at least for now.. treat me like ur best fren.. care about me..

Friday, August 15, 2008

Update!!! August 2008

Well... is just me.. not sticking to my blog.. just to drop down a word to remember what is going on in my life!!! usually just a few occasion i come back to my blog and update..
Well.. I got a new job.. hard job but is cool as it pay ok... MIKI Travel Limited... Raja Chulan Wisma Lim Foo Yong... after 2 months of jobless and cashless life!!!
So what happened after New Year?

Feb 2008 -

03rd -06th: I went to Langkawi with C and had so much fun.. I thought i would make him happy cos is the first time he travelled on plane ## airasia no big deal ## but suprisingly.. he is rather calm... Stayed in Langkasuka Resort and hired a car ## Manual Proton Iswara ## Had fun driving around the island and did a lot.. But I started to get sick sometime during the trip. Swimming in the night when we are covered by stars.. I love stars.. And I love you.. CW

07th: Chinese New Year but I have to work through the New Year but I escaped from it cos.. I am very sick!!! On 1st Chinese New Year Day, I got a injection by doctor cos he is telling me that I am very serious and I nid to be injected if i want to cure quickly.. CW drive me to this doctor.. haha... CNY is rather boring!!!!

14th: Valentine's Day, I got him a teddy bear when he pick me up after work... I gave it to him.. But I just got the feeling that he is drifting away..

26th: This month is also our anniversary ##CarryLasnon## Me n CW 2 Years Anniversary.. was trying to gv a suprise but actually he found out.. well.. I sort of working night shift that night but i took leave without telling him... Then get ready everything.. cake, sparkling juice, gift ##a necklace## in the afternoon while he @ work and asked him to go to Pavilion with me after work.. Then he left the car for me to drive home on the next day and he back by Monorail.. i drive the car home as fast as possible and get ready the candles.. my hand are shaking .. my body are sweating.. I am running so fast.. I am worried that he got home and there will be no suprise.. eventually, he found out.. not really suprise then.. but he enjoy it ##that is wat he told me## Same feeling, he is kindda drifting away.

March 2008 -

12th: His 21st birthday I got him a silver key since I got him a necklace for anniversary. I have planned this ##haha##. and a small small bday cake as I celebrate with him with other fren ##@ least that time i thought they are my fren## again soon.. I put on the silver key in addition to the necklace while he is asleep and placed the cake on the table when I went to work and he is still asleep!! Actually, I love him so much!!! Well, after that we celebrate his bday with frens in Pavilion.. we went to watch "Dr. Horton hears a who" then dinner in Pavilion TGI Friday.. and suprisingly... the TGI-ian gave him a big suprise.. and I got him a Tiramisu Cake ##which I thought he love## that not exactly he like ##somehow it was tiramisu cheesecake## Haha, stupid me.. ordered a few days ago oso dunno i ordered the wrong cake!!

26th: In the same month, on the big day he broke up with me. He left without saying anything but txt msg.. I was shocked and torn... I din ask him to come back cos i sweared to myself to let go after the last BU. I pack his stuff for him and let him pick up himself... but I dunno that I couldn't let go.. I was tearing when i am packing his stuff..

April 2008 -

04th: My Birthday , I wasn't hoping that he will celebrate with me for my bday.. so i went to met someone i never met b4 who wan to celebrate my bday with me.. ##very last minute## someone i know that very day.. I was so lonely on my bday. But I am happy that I got a lots of call to wish me h. bday @ 0000.
Well.. when i get back home.. I was tearing down as i hear h bday song when i was outside my home... I open the door and see there is heart shape candles lining on my carpet... almost burned off.. my PC is onwith my photo and Happy Birthday Greeting.. with bday song and a note telling me the cake is in the fridge.. He have got the key from Steven ##very evil guy## bt he is gone back home... I called him and thanks him.. and sort of saying if he can come over... but he say no.. even so.. he came and stay with me for a few days..

I got a few nice present afterward..
A Panasonic Lumix Camera from Jack ##Thanks Jack##
A necklace with my name on it from Deion and Johnny Boi ##Thanks you 2##
Many gift from my Gor ##Thanks Gor##

Basically, the whole month after that I was under depression!!! I went to La Q.. everyweek.. drinking flirting with everyone... wasting myself ##regreted##

May 2008 -

03rd - 13th: I went to Sabah for almost 10 days to clear all my leave.. thanks to a few frens who accompany me throughout the trip in Sandakan and especially Mike who accompany me for the weekend in KK.. bringing me tasting the best cocktail i ever had and to Kundasang.. very lovely place and cold... Even so I couldn't stop missing CW.

Before I am back to work, I got a bad news from my company Ascot Sports that they will cease operation!! I am out of job from June onward.. the rest of the month I just go to office for Game and Movie.. going to work @ 10am and leave anytime in the afternoon or 3pm - 7pm...

29th: I met Prince E for the first time in Midvalley, had a great time with him...

June 2008 -

14th -15th: I went to Penang with Daniel ##My other Gor## and meet up with Prince E after we touch down ##on a coach## Had fun in Penang, went to these hawker stall opposite Sunway Hotel where they sell nice sweet soup!!! Bagan.. I love their Chocolate Mousse, Momo.. Dun like it there actually.. end up driving Prince E home as he is very tired!!

25th onward: My aunt n family is back from Holland and I travel with them.. and taking them shopping n so...


July 2008 -

01st -02nd: Went to Penang again for a day and meet up with Wayne at night for Redbox

02nd - 05th: Lankawi by ferry.. been rip off by the van driver intro by my mum... In Langkawi which is the 2nd visit for this year.. Same thing we hired a car ##Toyota Avanza## drive around.. and do Island Hoping... I did Canoeing and Paragliding.. yeah!!! Then Marine Park snorkelling n Scuba Diving.. which i got this 1 to 1 session with the pro diver to dive under the sea and I was dazzled by the calmness and only 1 word to describe "Beauty"

But all this time, I still miss C.. especially I have stayed in the same resort we stayed in b4.. and wherever me n CW been b4.. those place make me miss him even more!!!

05th - 07th: Singapore with Aunt's family as a guide.. Went to Sentosa... Missing CW.. and met a fulgy bus attendant who ask for my phone number......

went for interviewsssssss.. no luck.. until Deion intro me a job in my current company MIKI ##Thanks Deion##

12th: Watch Dark Knight with Brynn n Daniel. After that together went to M. Place when Prince E asked originally going to SIN but changed afterward. License checking for MP.

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16th: Officially CW got attached!!!

21st: Met KT
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22nd: I found out CW is attached. I was so upset that I hv removed all my personal profile ever since.. and wish i could let go!!!

31st: Watch Evening

August 2008 -

1st: Start work in MIKI Travel

1st - 3rd Went to Haadyai with Daniel, Jackson and Brynn.. so much fun!!!!

14th: Watch Wall-E